getten down on the freestyle

What to say other then it has been a long day, things are going well with the projects me and charile shot for the second project and are going to do so again tonight(There will be blood) looking forward to editing it the whole second project it the style that i am most intrested in, i have two major projects that i have worked on, wish people could see them but they are on a low buget editing sysetme that is all sorts of messed up , those that have love them even though they are severly disturbing. but thats what i am for, i love to shock for the simple reason of shock value. any project tha i do i try to make it twisted, its my nature. i am looking forward to thursday, talked to one of my parteners and we are just going to wing it and that is my faviorate way to do anyhting, just go balls out and see what happenas, funny, charlie just going to be late story of my life, i have had a very hard time in this college finding people to work with, who are relaiable. i have seen that even in a college as this there are still clicks of people that won't let you in, even when i find someone that might be like myself they are already in a group and are stuck up like the rest. and if not, when you do find people you work well with, they are not in my case as enthused about the project. nor profesional showing up late, forgeting equiment. Making me look bad wich pisses me off. But out side of school i find people that love film as i do and want to make films that are not cute and nice. Up early and ready to shoot, Movies fuck yeah! Maybe i am just not college materail. and this is not new yourk so i am not dressed for success in a town stil living in the old sothern traditions, i deal with those that say o i am opened minded i am in college. liars pretending there nice close hide the ape like refection they still posses. Damn a ture freestyle.